That's right, no Legs at all. In that I mean doesn't feel like it last that long. I'm certain I'm at the point of diminishing returns with Chiva. Two twenty bags up the nose in about 90 minutes and I'm not even really feeling it now. About three hours after taking my last dose. I took the smaller bag first and I barely felt and burn going through my nose. So I popped open the second bigger bag and doses about half of it. Much more burn the second time around, but it takes about 10 minutes to prepare a dose to go up the nose. It would be better if I could just snort it all at one time. But the mass of the tar in the first place and mixing it with a little saline nasal spray means there would be way too much to sniff. The trick is to make sure the mixed up ingredients stay in the nose and nasal cavity to be absorbed. Too much and a good portion of it will drip out the roof of your mouth and then go into your stomach. And in turn would have to get processed through the kidneys and liver. Which would take too long. I saw somewhere where it said that Oral Heroin was about as potent as Morphine when swallowed. And I know that ain't much fun. I use to be able to eat an 80mg Kadian, extended (i think) release morphine, and barely feel it. And this was four years ago before I farted around with increasing doses and going on and coming off of nasty Asshole Suboxone. I know being on Suboxone for 19 months really fucked-up up my ability to feel and experience opiates.
Really thinking about dropping heroin altogether, unless I want to switch to IV administration. Which scares me to death, don't want to go down that road. As it is right now I enjoy 20mg Hydrocodone much more than I do two whole bags of $20 tar.
Good thing you can get 5mg Vicodins for $1 to $2 in the Tenderloin. The highest I've felt since going to the loin is when a White hooker hooked me up with 30 5mg Vicodin for $30. Got back to work and ate 15 of them then right before my NA meeting I ate 15.
I really need to chill out with the dope.
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