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Hello folks, I am Not A Cop. I am an Addict. Hopelessly so as a matter of fact. I thought I would start this blog so I can follow my own life's follies. That is since its easy for me to forget what I've done the day before or even what I told my girlfriend the day before. Hopefully I can look back at a prior days post and gain some insight for a reason to stop abusing.

First and foremost I am Not A Cop. You may ask yourself why I chose this title. Well it is the most popular question I get asked when I go down to the Tenderloin to score what I want to score for that day. Seems like more and more folks lately are use to seeing me in The Loin so they aren't as freaked out. I've only been down there a few odd times since my birthday a few weeks back. And truthfully I don't know how many more times I will be going back. I would like to believe I will never, ever go back down to Levenworth and Turk again. But I cannot be 100% sure of this because I am an addict and cannot control my own self-destructive behaviors in the midst of an active addiction.

I scored earlier today during lunch. Each time I score I have to jump on the BART, the local transit rail system in the bay area. The entire trip cost $6.20 since I'm going between Oakland and the Civic Center bart stations. And takes just a little over an hour including scoring most times. It's funny, like I said I've only done the trip a few times in the past weeks but I have already started seeing some familiar faces getting off at civic center then get back on again to get back to work. Like me they are scoring too. Don't know what their poison is though.

I'm going to stop right here since the typing interface on my phone is really starting to piss me off. We don't have a computer at home even though I am a computer geek, I work in Technology though I won't say at what capacity and what industry. Must keep my anonymity somehow. Seems like the Android Phone OS is a bit Fucking Buggy, pissing me off. And also autocorrecting words that I don't want nor need. As a matter of fact I cannot get the keyboard to appear in "Compose" mode. I've been writing this whole think in HTML edit. So I hope it looks ok or I don't have to rewrite this motherfucker.
Cheers bitches.